Catch up

Yesterday was eventful for a day inside. I didn't do anything out the ordinary, I feel like I got a lot done even if you can't see it. My sisters have been staying over these couple days, it's nice to see them rest and eat. They really push themselves too hard and if I can make them relax for a while, even if it's all I can do, I hope they appreciate it. I love my sisters but they can be trouble when they're on their binges. I hope my sisters can find something they love in this world because I don't think they've found it yet, just the next hit or what ever they use. I'm not disappointed in them, wish they would use their minds once in a while to find somewhere safe and settle down like my place when they need sleep or food. I used to use with them but now I've found better ways to spend my money like on my kids or food or video games. Things I can actually use and have fun with, instead of up in smoke. I still buy weed but not loads of it, it calms me down when I'm feeling stressed. Legal in Canada now anyway, thank you Trudeau!

Anyways, I'm not too sure what else to put 'sides the music I've been listening to these past few years. Let's start off with what I'm listening to right now, The Spill Canvas! I've been listening to these guys for years, since my early twenties I think. The very first song I heard by them was, "So Much" It was recommended to me by a friend for liking the Plain White T's and she said they sounded similar. I didn't think so, but I enjoyed their sound nonetheless, so I looked up other songs like, "The Tide" and "Dutch Courage" They were all good in their own way, plus I liked his voice. Another song I liked because it spoke to me in a way I didn't think anything would was, "3685" A thing only young lovers would get, it was nice to see/hear I wasn't the only one to find at a young age and have it broken because of circumstances. What else? I'm sure you've heard of Nirvana, the band not another song. If you haven't, I don't know what to say. Seriously. Loss for words if you haven't heard at least one Nirvana song in your lifetime. At any rate, I can tell you've listened to Marilyn Manson. "Sweet Dreams" "Beautiful People" and even "Killing Strangers" off the John Wick soundtrack. Speaking of the John Wick soundtrack, "Think" by Kaleida is on there and real chill. The whole soundtrack is pretty sweet.

I also like rock/metal covers of popular pop songs. I don't know why but they sound better, hah. I know people would disagree but oh well. I like the sound of instruments and screaming, more feeling in that regard. Since I'm talking metal/rock songs/bands, I think I'll name a few. I'm sure you've heard of some but some maybe not, anyway here goes...

Atreyu "Lip Gloss and Black"

Avenged Sevenfold "Blinded in Chains"

Bullet For My Valentine, and anything on their album "The Poison"

Lamb of God "Now You've Got Something To Die For" and "Ashes Of The Wake"

As I Lay Dying "Comfort Betrays"

Rob Zombie "Superbeast" "Living Dead Girl" and "Dragula"

Norma Jean "Memphis Will Be Laid To Waste" and "Pretendeavor: A Reference To A Sinking Ship"

Dead Drop, Gorgeous "Dressed For Friend Requests" and "It Sounded Like An Accident"

Tallah "Placenta"

Bring Me The Horizon "Diamonds Aren't Forever"

Fight Paris, and I skip the last bit, ahaha, you'll hear why, "100 Proof Woman"

Godsmack "Voodoo"

Every Time I Die "Guitarred and Feathered"

Powerman 5000 "When Worlds Collide"

Crash Romeo "Hell of a Time" and "Get Up, Shut Up"

I like to think I listen to a wide range of music, that's just some of my metal/rock playlist when I'm feeling good and wanna rock out. When I'm feeling low and stuff, I listen to softer stuff like Bright Eyes, Elliott Smith, Brand New, Armor For Sleep, Making April, Circa Survive, Saosin, Iron & Wine,  and I said The Spill Canvas. Or when I'm trying to read, I'll put on any classical music for background noise. I'm all tuckered out about music for now, so I'll maybe post again later, we'll see. See you tomorrow if not! Have a good one!